Cowboy from hell's blog: "Haze in my mind"

Now for the record, and for all to see...I will explane why I do not buy women blasts to see their private pix.....If I wanted to spent anything other than time to look at your tits, I would go to the titie bar and see a pair worth paying for....Any woman, girl, whatever who posts that they will show ya their private pix if you buy them a blast, is a stripper, nothing more. Its the truth and, yes I know I will certianly get some negative feed back for this, but hey who the hell am I trying to impress. The rash of women trolling for a blast is getting on my last nerve. If you need to ask, then you have problems, and a blast aint comming to help you out. Thats it, like it or not, its the truth.....

Hmm blog time huh, ok well here goes the last three days Went to the South Texas Tactical shooting competition in Mountain Home, Texas. The rules had changed a bit since last year, but after the first ten minutes in the office, it was clear that me and my team mates had a lot of catching up to do. We took our weapons to the "Range Safety Officer" , that is in title only, he had no clue what he was doing there. We had some time to kill, so after lunch we took a look at the course we would have to be navigating Saturday morning. The course was laid out like a four block section of Smallville, USA. Building on the sides and gutted cars on the streets. The object is to make your way from point "A" to point "B" shooting a set number of targets along the way. You compete in three man teams, a change from the five man teams of last year, and this is a live round competition, no paint ball, no laser tag. My team has been together for four years and we work well together. This year, I had to ask my wife, who has always watched, but never joined in, to compete as well. and to her credit, she did exceptionally well for a first timer. She didn't qualify to carry an ATR on the course, but she did qualify with her Glock, and thats all that mattered. So needless to say she got a lot of looks from some men, prolly wondering "What the hell is SHE doing here??" And with her being my wife I wanted her right off my hip, that way I could give her subtle directions, which arnt allowed by the way, but with both of us knowing ASL, we cheated our asses off. We tied the "Texas Border Potrol Anti-Terror Task Force" for first place with points, but they whooped our asses in the time portion, by like 5 minutes, so we took second over all. The other half of my crew took 4th missing just 2 targets. But all in all it was a really good weekend of shooting. Met some crazy cops, and a few brain dead assholes from Homeland Security. God and our country's safety is in their hands.........maks me shudder just thinking about it.... Anyhow, when they release the results I'll post them, along with the solo night competition. I got third , but my team mates got first and second, so its like I had some part in it too right?

When your wife says she loves you, then goes out till 3 a.m. , do you question it? When she says she hasn't lied to you, but you can point out several times that she has, do you call her out on it? When sh says she would not do anything to defy he vows, that she "holds dear to her heart", an then floats down the river with god know who, what then?? .....When do you stand up and say enough is enough ?? You always want to trust her, but you know is like trusting a rattle snake. Only she wont tell you when she's going to strike like that snake will. I have ha enough of being walked on, and taken advantage of. I'm too young to have to deal with this shit again. If she wants her freedom. then I'll give it to her, and all that it comes with......her bills, paying for her own gas, buying her own food, and worrying about someone breaking into the house in the middle of the night to kill her. Every bit of security she has taken for granted is now gone....Mabee she'll open her eyes and see the real world for once.....

In everyones life there is someone who "gets way", but one question keeps coming up..."Why do we feel compelled to chase only the ones who run away?"