I have walked away from every wreck I've ever been in and your presence will certainly not change the events of my past or my future,I'm a good friend and worry about those I love alot ,I feel pain when someone I care for locks there self's into a situation they feel they can not change ,it hurts at times but in the end everyone is better off and through them I find myself dealing with the fact I'm simpley not ready to give my heart away it is a part of the body that will live and die,love is in the sprit and I think sprits are only ghosts that need to pass on ,I feel concern and pain but will hold judgement upon true love it is a matter of convenince by those who demand control.I am A person capable of giving their love with no conditions...no expectations...and no boundaries. And is able to accept the same in return without suspicions of the reality of it... A person that has the peace of mind that only comes from knowing that of all the possible choices I could have made in my life...I have made the right one for those times.......even though I may look back and wonder..."what the heck was I thinking?"....I know the answer will come to me eventually......and that my choice was "The Right One".................. I am not shaken by the thoughts that I may not be doing what I WANT to be doing at this time...simply because I KNOW that I could, at any given moment, change everything around me....if I so chose...........But is PROUD of myself for NOT choosing to do so (for whatever reason). I KNOW there is no such thing as 'wasted' time... I have walked away from every event in my life a little stronger...a little wiser. Someone that actually takes ownership of every mistake I have ever made... A woman that holds no grudges....... A woman that seeks no revenge....... A woman that is able to cry when I am happy...and laugh when I am miserable............................ You know me already.............................I visit you in your dreams.