STRAIGHT EIGHT's blog: "Have you ever wondered"

Have you ever got lost in a deep thought? i mean wonder what life really has in store for you? I often have! I look at my life and how high i set my expectations of me and others. Sometimes i see things in people that others dont see nor do they most likely wanna see. i guess im a old fashioned kind of guy . when i fall i fall hard . when i love i love hard.My problem is a always aspect so much from others i let myself down. not saying i want you to change for me but at least have the respect to listen and hear what i have to say. I feel that life is to short to hide how you feel. Some are lost in finding ways to say words. some have problems with not saying the right words. I often wonder how we as humans even love at all. Seems so much has happened in our past that we forget how too.We hold others accountable for our thoughts and actions not seeing all along that your expectations where maybe a Lil high. My case i seen one of the most fascinating people i ever seen in my life a glow that would penetrate even the darkest corners of darkness. i made the mistake of telling this person how i felt. seems like when you do they think your full of shit anyway. So new Plan its you that makes you be you . Im gonna raise my bar of expectations of myself build a future for my children so they dont suffer so they can go throw life living happily without the worry of having things . i mean they deserve it after all the years i wasted chasing my expectations . if you cant understand that your flawless at being you just remember you made me smile i owe you the world for that one thank you Now that a new journey in life has started. i will  not expect things that i have no control over . they say good things come to those who wait. Take a deep breath realize nobody owes you anything in life really .Know this when you look at someone or something and it make you smile it was the Creators intent. the creator places people in our lives for a reason weather its short or long term none the less a reason .It may be  just to talk or even share countless hours with. If it makes you smile for a brief moment in time  realize it was given to you yo enjoy so enjoy it. Life sometimes spins like a tornado but like all  things it will end. Be  greatful for the smile and happiness life has brought you .You wont be given a second shoot at it . Its not our place to judge others . Our expectations sometimes hold us down from seeing a true side of someone /something. i mean why worry right it will only weigh you down .Things sometimes are cloudy in life . Intended to make us fall  back and adjust to what where facing.  We all  have past. They are what makes unique in every way .They separate us by experience and train us for what runs down that road at us . So dont blame everyone else for what you have done or for what others have done to you. You just might pass up a chance to find another reason to smile . Not all  people are the same so know that you have to adapt to certain levels of thought . Make sure the decision you make is one that you can live with for the duration of your life. If not it may haunt you. The choices you make today affect your future so live right . Set yourself up for great things . Leave yourself in a position to do great things be with someone that makes you enjoy being here and being you . in the end that it what we all  want anyway.So why worry about the ones  that only find reasons not to be . Accept change Embrace  the lil moments in life . Look at them and smile say( Thats what im talkin bout) it makes my heart skip

Your Expectations  lead to judgement which will ultimately make you alone in life. So Live Laugh Love  

I know your journey threw the gates are just beginning . it seems that no matter what we do in life we cant control when its your time to walk down that road. the road that leads to those big gates in the sky . i want you to know I LOVE YOU. you've touched me in all these years . we have laughed cried we've watched love ones die . the late nights the long days . you have always been there even when you where gone.. I cant get used to the fact im losing you in life . i want you to tell dad i love him. i cant look you in the eyes in your state it hurts deeply to realize the long hard fact that you soon will not be here. ill always remember the good ole days and look forth to the days i can sit and smoke with you and dad in haven.i want you to know ill watch over your kids . it pains me to write you like this to lose my best friend ever in life at our age is so much . we never value someone to we lose them. but it seems i know how much i value you. so when you look over at me and a tear rolls down my face you know why .

One man's opinion... A good woman is proud. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration and a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will at times have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and forces toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played with. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons meant to bring her closer to self-knowledge and unconditional self-love.

HERES TOO YA

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THIS  IS  FOR  ALL  THE  PEOPLE  IN  MY  LIFE

FOR  ALL  THE  LOVE  LOST  HERES TO  YA 

HERES  TO  RELIZING  WHAT  YOU LOST IN LIFE.

HERES  TO  FINDING  THE  ONES  THAT  LOVE YOU.

FOR  ALL  THE  TIME  WASTED  LOOKING  FOR LIFE  ITSELF .

HERES  TO  NEW  FRIENDS  AND  OLD  ENDINGS.,

HERES  TO  ALL  THE ONES  THAT  HATED TO SEE ME MAKE IT .

THIS ONES  FOR  ALL THE PEOPLE  THAT  SAID I  CANT BUT  I  DID. 

HERES TO  NEW  ENCOUNTERS  AND OLD DREAMS.

HERES TOO MOVING ON AND  TAKING YOUR  PLACE

HERS  FOR  STARTING OVER IN LIFE

HERES  TO  YOUR  HEALTH AND WELLNESS .

  MAY  ALL  YOUR  DAYS  BE GREAT  AND  CHERRISHED

Have you ever wondered how people these days are. Well let me tell you . Y strive in life to build what you are.See i let my guard down i slipped . People come and go but yet they treat you like pure shit .They look you dead in your eyes and bold face lie to you. Its hard to determine whos whos and who is true .Fellas don't get lost in the smile or the lying eye . Guard yourself most want what you have not you .Some want drama and thrive for it( that's right ladies keep your drama at home lol). Ladies watch what you have most men only want one thing and its not your money lol. I mean how do we do it . I guess it all goes back to we want what we want what we want it .Well im for one tired of it .So much disrespect in this world ! Why tell some one you love them if you dont and just love what they have.I always treat people with respect honor and loyalty. all that know me will tell you of this . I am a happy man i have everything in life one man could ask for. i tell you we need to get back to our roots. learn it (respect honor loyalty) this is what makes us us right .i know everyone hide things some small some big but who are we to judge . We only can judge what people do to us. the creator will judge the rest .So i tell yu find Yourself and others will see yu shine . Stand on top don't be left behind . Find a person that will place you on a pedestal and worship the ground you walk on. just my thoughts JSP