COUNTRYHEART47's blog: "Happiness"

The children love so honestly. We as adult's sometimes blame others for the wrongs we have done. It's so easy to blame someone else. When does a person decide to take reaonablitity for your own actions. When does it all stop with putting someone on the curb? When does it stop for a person to disrepect someone for many years? I feel within my heart when you want to be close to someone. It might just be to late. When a person tells stories , lies for so long. They believe they have done no wrong. In time trueth always wins. It might just take awahile for it all to come. I respect people more when there honest. The only time i tell a white lie. Is when it keeps someone from being hurt. Respect is something you earn . Respecting oneself & others around you. I was told a long time ago. You trust your family & friends. I have a friend who was told by her daughter. She wasn't a good enough to be Mom or Grandma. Someday her daughter will need her . She might not be there. Then what will her daughter do then. I know her daughter will go to other's They will be more important then her own Mother . People walk into your life everyday .....oooO............ .....(....)...Oooo.. ..........(.....(....)… ........._).....)../.... ... ...........(_/...... But only true friends leave footprints through your heart .....oooO............ .....(....)...Oooo.. ..........(.....(....)… ........._).....)../.... ... ...........(_/...... I am leaving my footprints God bless my Family & Friends ~hugssss~ Joyce

I Believe In Good Things..Things I Don't Believe In Friday, June 22, 2007 I believe in God I Believe in Family I Believe in Friends I Believe in Hope, Faith, Honesty, Love, Trust, Respect & Ones Self I BELIEVE IN LOOKING AT THE HEART OF A PERSON. What i don't believe in is people trying to take control of a person. When they don't get there way they use adults & children. When trust is broken it's hard to recover it. The ones you trusted has put a wedge between you & them. Sometimes the only way your important is when they need something. Then they know how to sweet talk to get what they want. The more you give the more they want from you. You know that you can't give no more of yourself. You feel it's time to cut yourself away from them all. It's time to stop the hurt & pain you feel inside your heart. You just feel your not important enough to be loved,excepted for who you are. I know if i have gone though all of this stuff. I would just be done & walk away. I refuse to be hurt like others have been from there family's & friends's & children. Life is to precious to have your heart broken. It's safer to build a wall around ones self. Then you can't feel the pain anymore. GOOD BLESS ALL WHO HAVE GONE THOUGH THIS. PRAY THEY HAVE BECOME STRONGER. ~hugsss~ Joyce

Looking At 2006 - 2007 Monday, January 01, 2007 09 39 PM Something just came over me about all that has happen in 1 year. 1) Being sick alot 2) Missing My Children 3) Missing My Grandchildren 5) Fixing the valves in my heart 6) My corhn's disease kicking my butt 7) My marriage not where i want it to be. 8) Memorial Day was the last time i had a smoke. Many changes have happened in my life. I even looked back 20 yrs ago. So much has gone on in my life. Some major hurt & pain. Realizing that i'm human & make mistakes. I have decided on this date January 02,2007 at 12:48 AM . I'm putting all my hurt & pain in a bag & send it up to God. I can't undo anything of the past. It's time for me to move on. I promise myself that i will hold up my head high. To be proud of the things i have done in my life for the better. Even if it means i can't been a Nurse's Aid anymore. Least i know i can love myself & others around me. I will leave you with this thought. Two of my family member's once said . I would never amount to anything or ever have anything. They sure was very wrong. When i was in College for a short time. I was on the Dean's List Of Honor's 3.25 to 3.95. I guess that means i'm not a dummy in the family anymore. God Bless all My Special Friends ~hugsss~ Joyce

Winter Time She sit's in front of the window. The snow come down softly. Looks like feather's from a pillow. They just fall on all things. The snow looks so bright She is in her own little world. Where no one can't make her feel bad. Where she has her dreams of Winter Time. Her wishes & prayers of what she wants Winter Time to be like for her. She cherishes those special moments. She just sit's & dreams her Winter Time away. She doesn't know where she will end up at. She just keeps watching it snowing into the night. Joyce Spencer Poetry.com

September 20, 2006 Today it's cloudy and a rainy day I was sitting here thinking about Christi. To know Christi,she imprint of herself on our heart's That what ever we are doing at that moment. Christi is close to each of us. She is in our thoughts every moment of the day. Christi had courage & strength for keep fighting. She did this for a few years. At the end her body was just tired. She needed to go to the Father's Arm's In Heaven. Where she is pain free. Now she is a guardian angel. I know that Christi will miss prom, graduation and many other things. She is in a better place without all of the pain she had to deal with. Christi every moment of the day. We will be thinking about you. Though a song or comment or maybe something silly that has been said. God bless your Mom, Dad, Sister, Grandparents & many other people who love you a great deal.
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Happiness Thursday, July 21, 2005 Mood: I was sitting here thinking . Everyone has gone though alot in there life time. There is something that has been hurtful There has been good days .When you know in your heart your love,wanted, & needed. Some people just take for granted. They forget how important someone was. How they was there to give ya a helping hand. Maybe even support when things have fallen apart. Family should be there no matter who is right or wrong. I know everyone has skelton's in there closet. One thing is should make sure you don't throw the 1st stone..Sometimes it comes back to ya worse. Friends they except you for who you are. There is some that always want you to them selves. That just doesn't happen.. I'm so thank ful for my special friends. Country Rock Artist, Country Artist , DJ, Manager, & the list goes on..God bless all of you..Love is to be Loved ~hugs~ Joyce http://www.ishaah.com/Believe.cfm