SGTxELLIS's blog: "the real deal"

im a bit guilty of caring what people think about me. i say i dont give a shit a lot. all fabrications. i do care. im guilty of trying to make everyone happy and be likable to everyone on here and in my life outside of here. most people are misinformed or judge me too quickly. some people simply dont like me based off of what other people say about me. some people dont like me because of the people im friends with. my whole life, ive been taken advantage of. people misuse the fact that im super generous and will do anything for my friends. i like to help people and for that i seem to get walked on more then a treadmill. doesnt really seem fair to me. i never ask for anything from my friends except to be a friend and be real with me. if people would actually take time and get to know me they would understand that im not a bad person. pisses me off that people are accusing of doing shit i havent done or trying to get my account deleted for a blast that was approved by fubar. those are just a couple examples. makes no sense. ive never done anything wrong to anyone on here. granted, when you accuse me of something i didnt do, im going to go ape shit and blow it up. its my defense mechanism.  i guess no matter what there will always be haters and jealous people regardless of how nice you are to them. ive thrown my walls up lately. so i apologize if im not as friendly or talkative as i normally am. feel free to stop by and say hi. ill chat if im not swamped. if your coming to hate on me. then see my interests section of my profile