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More confused than ever...

ok...old habits die hard. history repeats itself. everyone knows this. im more confused than ever. things are kind of progressing with the old flame that i recently. but i dont know if i should let them. my heart is telling me one thing, but my head is telling me another. my heart says to go for it. but my head tells me that i cant set myself up to be hurt by him again. ive loved him for 7 yrs. but he's already broken my heart twice. i dont know if i could handle having it broken by him again. but my heart is telling me to follow that love. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...here's the thing... I met someone on here, but things ended up not working out between us. Then.... Recently I was involved with someone that didn't seem to realize that NO means NO!!! Before that...the guy i was with(that i had been friends with for 12 yrs prior to us FINALLY getting together) didn't know what a good thing he had until he became abusive and i left and now he wants me back. I THINK NOT!!! And before that it was failed relationships and losers after losers. Now... A few weeks ago, an old flame walked back into my life, and things were going great. We had dated the whole time i was pregnant with my son who is now almost 6 even though he is not my sons father(i had met him right after i found out i was preggo.) We had gotten together about 2 years afer that as well. The old romance started to re-kindle, and it was like nothing had changed. But, his baby's mama is starting all sorts of drama. Drama that i dont need in my life. I have enough drama in my life already. So, I stepped away yet again from that situation (as much as it hurt) and started to talk to someone else. Which i thought was going well...but...i dont know...i havent hearf from him all week. In the mean time, the one that i stepped back from the drama with the baby's mama with still wants me to be with him. I still love him, and probably always will, and i want to be with him. But I really dont need the added drama in my life right now. I dont know what to do and it is driving me CRAZY!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why does life/love have to be so hard?!?!?
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