I need to grow up,
This is what you say.
But you are the the child,
Looking for excuses every day.
You "have dont nothing wrong",
You "did nothing to hurt me",
But yet I am the one hurting,
While you are free.
You shared your bed with other women,
And act as if it was alright.
You tell me to grow up,
While I cry every nite.
You tell me I am immature,
Because I have a broken heart.
You tell me I am a baby,
Since you tore our marraige apart.
You cant stand to look at me,
Or so you say.
But the divorce you wont give,
Cause it always has to be ur way.
I am not aloud to move on,
The adultry you did was fine you said,
I have to stay alone,
While you share your bed.
You have all the money you need,
While I struggle to make ends meet.
You go party on weekends,
While I try to get something for our kids to eat.
You wont open your eyes,
See all you did to me.
You focus on whats not important,
And what you did you still dont see.
You like to blame me for what you did,
You say I am the cause of it.
But I did not make you take your clothes off,
I did not want to get hit.
All I wanted was love,
All I wanted was trust.
All I got was lies,
And proof of your uncaring lust.
And I need to grow up?
This is what you said!
