platypus's blog: "Grafitti"

Manslaughter her house is a cellar dillapitated forgotten deserted prison fifteen, a meloncholly age no longer a girl not yet a woman completely helpless tied to a statue set in his ways stationary immobile a familiar stranger the saturday cartoons are drowned by his rage daddy, love me im not invisible daddy, love me his bedroom littered with surgical tube and syringes sanguine stained sheets commercials are his entertainment daddy, love me im not invisible daddy, love me he tortures himself at her expense the rain dries her tears and cleanses her soul daddy, love me im not invisible daddy, love me mommy died and so have you killing you killing you killing you slowly slightly painfully torturing abolishing any gram of hope lovers for fourteen a bond destroyed in four her death his wish for the same his life abandoned in despair he once spoiled her with gifts now he spoils her with scorn a tragic end for one is now a tragic end for three

Posthumously slitting your wrists in the rain a clean start washing your life down a storm drain the world doesnt care your parrents were never there the anticipation of death subdued the pain his watter-logged corpse litters the street you thought they would say yet her broken heart thought you ere sweet your crystalized eyes bring tears to countless lives your mother and father have wept for weeks blue flowers cover your grave you were oblivious to all teh lives you touched your secret peers mutter your name you denied yourself happiness by suffocating yourself with loneliness if you hadnt been so blind you wouldve seen you were one of a kind and seen all teh lives you touched why did you refuse to see all those who offered a helping hand and help set you free from a life of self inflicted torment countless nights your tears ran like a torrent your reasons were irrational seven days of paradise the week youll never see college acceptance, appolgies, her love for you she would tell twice at the crossroads of life every direction seemed filled with strife so you chose to drop your pack and die the way forward would have been a struggle all those who cared for you would have helped you along the way and your problems to juggle twenty years down the road would ahve been anything but cold yet you chose not to take the risk destroying lives the same as murder the easy way out through your eyes if you had hindsight it would reveal you living full of exuberant zeal a shame there were no second chances in the game you played

just a little something i wrote... Grafitti burried here among the living tearring voraciously at the earth that smothers the breath from your lungs the coffin of your monotony has drown your spirit photographs of memories speak a thousnad words of sadness the mutiny of your morals was the final nail a razor would ahve been faster and spared you years of torment torment brought upon yourself like a plague of demons concealed ny benevolence a trojan horse of pain which you sought to subdue with paint and needles your skin a metal-ridden canvas only temporary relief your money has provided the forfieture of your soul has left nothing but an empy carapus a decaying hedge you have grown around your heart your illusion of reclusiveness can be easily incinerated by someone that is selfless with time an anchient medical cure is now your cry for help a cry dissapated by your masochistic phychosis your emotions havent bled a sing of strength your convinced yet the delusion can be shattered but your insecurities have given you security your gossamer of lies can be easily eradicated your security is too comfortable for you to attmept a liberating genesis refusal out of fear fear that began the decay a life governed by fear perpetuates the cycle that you hate to let govern you your listlessness is suicidal the same feelings permeate your mind a mind soiled by a longing for acceptance social lust they have transformed you a golem you have become back to dust you will regress a life of emptiness seeming to be worth it death has consumed you your second chance has passed condemned by those you idolized