every day it's the same...
i wake to find i didn't sleep.
i didn't sleep, because my mind won't shut up.
i scream inside for peace and quiet that never comes. for just a moments respite. i think that is all i do... i think of the friends i haven't seen in years, i think of my kids and how i can keep them safe for just a little while longer. i rage at the things that have been done to innocents, i weep for the things i have lost.
i hate my dreams anymore they are forever sliding down the dark side of life, hah that is if i even dream at all. i just want to rest my mind, to have it quiet again... to not have so many things to think about or do, and just a little time to do nothing at all...
the electricity moves through me constantly, just can't seem to rest. when will it slow down? does it?
gone... gone... gone...
