So this going to be vauge and you will have to just read between the lines..If you dont get it I am sorry but I just wanna put it in writing to remind myself...
Historically I have never fully acted on things I wanted to do.
Why because deep down there was still that feeling of honesty. Even though I had the honest to goodness no holds barred ok to do so.
But still I never fully committed to doing it.
Now recent events have totally changed that feeling From now on I will do what I want when I want..For me
These recent events havent changed the way I feel they have just allowed me to loose the guilt of following thru..
It still maybe wrong..or right but its my decision to do it and I will live with the consequences of my actions or non actions..
Ok thats it..
