Have you ever just wanted things to go back to the way they used to be? I have been thinking that a lot lately. I really enjoyed last semester of college and this semester I am hating it. I never want to go to class and it seems like i just had a lot more fun last semester. My english class was a blast, and i had friends that pretty much got along and we all just had a good time. Now its like i dont even talk to some of them that much. There is one that i just hate not talking to everyday. We grew so close and now we dont even talk except maybe once a week if that. Other than school i wish i could just go back to being a little girl who looked up to my dad like he was the best thing in this world. I'm not gonna lie i miss him alot. Its so hard to not just pick up the phone and say can we meet somewhere and hang out like we used to. I told him everything, and he always knew when something was wrong, and he always knew the right things to say, and now i have no one to talk to about anything. I just wish things would go back to what they were last semester at college and how things were way before i stopped talking to my dad.
