So my end to fubar might be near..maybe im just being emo..i get like that sometimes lol..but i sit here thinking..wondering..if anyone would even notice of i was gone..or would they care at that matter.I wonder how long it would take for everyone to just forget i even existed.I know that people will read this blog and just laugh..or just be like so what leave if you want..but i wonder how many of you will actually sit there and think man i would really miss her if she was gone.Probably not alot...probably not even enough to count on 1 hand.But i might be wrong..there could be more than i think out there that really care for me..or there might even be less than i think..I know some people will comment on this and be like oh i love u sammy..but yet in a weeks time they wont talk to me again...
