You ever had one of those ppl in your life you just cant seem to ever get them out of your head. No matter how hard you try their voice just keeps wispering inside your head? You wake up in the morning and you are thinking about the dream you had about them then your mind wonders to the mundane "wondering how they are,if they are thinking of you, Missing them,wishing you could hear thier voice again, You drag your ass out of bed and try verry hard to busy your mind with other things but alas thoughts of them just keep creeping back in. As your makeing your morning cup of coffee stiring the cream in it you can almost feel that person reaching over your shoulder to grab a cup from the cupboard and you wish it was true. Youve suddenly lost intrest in the simple pleasure of your morning cup of coffee. So you wander off to look for something to distract yourself but everything around you seems to just remind you even more of that missing someone. So you figure hmmmm ok ill wander to my comp and ill do some art or something that should keep my mind busy but shit your eyes keep migrating to that persons name on your im list. You tell yourself to get a grip stop being a sapp ass pansy. You tell yourself this is stupid let it go already but you just cant seem to convince yourself that this person shouldnt be in your head. You leave your comp and head to work finding it near impossible to concentrate on the numbers you have to crunch your propoasal thats due today for some odd reson peroidicly has that persons name is scattered thruout it and has your boss asking what the hell does this person have to do with my budjet projection .... so you sit and listen to your boss rant and rave about getting your head out of the clouds and you try even harder not to think of the person but it seems the harder you try not to the more they pop into your head so finnaly your day at work as done somehow you have managed not have any more proprals with thats persons name in them you somehow get all your work done with nomore mistakes. and you drag your sorry ass home feeling pretty lost and defeated bye the day. On your drive home thoughts of them still consume your thoughts you start to think about calling them just so you can hear thier voice but you steel your backbone and convince yourself to be strong wander into your house do your housework while listening to music that reminds you of them...you shut off the music go to your comp and finnaly find something to distract yourself enough to stop thinking of them for awile and what do you know the person ims you and it starts all over again..........
