225666's blog: "general"

I'm out of this hellhole in six months and that I am glad for. however I still will have to deal w/ the bullshit w/ kira for those months still.god she is such a bitch and I hate her for it. if anything will get me through those months my hate of her will do it.

you know the one good thing bout all this is now I have something to hate cause kira was a bitch bout all this and I'm not gonna miss her as much.I'm goin to miss her somewhat but not as much as ashley cause she was at least nice bout breakin up w/ me. there are mos def goin to be some times where I'll miss kira so damn much but I'm NEVER goin to take her back,especially after all the pain she's caused but atleast I've already suffered so it doesn't hurt as bad now.I'm more pissed off at her then sad now.I'm just gonna move on and get a new gf,somebody I can love and spend time w/ that's not as fucked up as kira relationship wise and won't fuck me over.

you know all this is kinda ironic in a fucked up way cause when i started this relationship i was detached to protect myself ,but then i saw how kira was livin life enjoyin it to the fullest and so i decided to try to do the same and i fell in love w/ her but then all this shit happens ,almost to prove that I was right all along to not commit myself to her but i did anyways. kinda fucked up isn't it ? all i got to say is that I am never goin to change/give up my beliefs on people or life again the way I did w/ kira. i'm never gonna take her back again not after all the pain she's caused this time around. but I am also goin to move on ,maybe go out w/ some other girls ,get my mind off of kira/.not goin to let her rule my life now.

well its official me and kira are broken up allthough she was a bitch about it and chose to ignore me and let me figure it out myself by talkin to her friends instead of tellin me herself.so not omly is she a bitch but a fucking coward as well.how could something so good go so wrong b/c of her I still don't know. guess you learn alot about somebody from how they break up with you.