when we have children , we never know what they are goin to be in life , when my son joined the army in march 07 it broke my heart , worse thing was signin over my parentalship to the army but they never took my heart an respect for him he joined up to become a driver for the royal lagistic corps , we never saw eye to eye when he was at home we had personality clash goin on so as you can imagine now im feelin so guilty , im right behind him on anythin he does in his life may not like it but im strong for his sake ,he came home on his fourth week for 4 days lemme say them 4 days were so precious to me tym just went so fast an hed changed so much i was stunned at how much someone can change in so little weeks but hes a strong lad i have so much respect an faith in him hes my angel as my other son jenson is the brothers had missed each other so much it was nice to be together again , as we took him the train station to go back to his barracks i had to hold the tears in as i didnt want him upset ......... we text , we call each other every day an write then he came home on his 11th week for a week whoo hooo my heart was so happy we watched dvd s together an shared our tales but before we knew it it was time to go back again i swear sayin goodbyes get harder i thought theyde get easier but each time he leaves he takes a piece of my heart with him each time now we dont see him till he passes out 10th august :) i feel the proudest mum on earth hes such an angel im so glad i brought into this world :) hes becomin a man now which i will have to get accoustom to hes just turned 17 years old an has so much to offer our country an world i so miss him badly :( xxxxxxxxx big respect to ya son an love you always xxxxx we do share a song together which keeps me warm when hes not here its by hanz zimmer - black hawk down theme ........... will keep blog updated as he gos along xxxxxxx
