Unable to see what’s in front of me,
Blinded by my own pride,
Soaking at the bottom of the bottle,
Drowning off of these pills
I only smile ear to ear,
When I just plainly don’t care,
I only sneer,
When I just plainly think of fear
Useless,
Unforgettable,
Unforgiving,
Meaningless,
Nothingness
These are the many things I fear of becoming,
love me when you can,
need me when you want,
call me if you care
I'm tired of seeing what isn't there,
talking to all my friends whom seem to care more then you,
I don't care anymore that you do or what I become
this is me saying good bye,
this is me saying so long,
this is me telling you fair well