Ok now why the fuck are girls so damn complicated....every fucking time i try to get close to a girl she doesn't want anything to do with me why do you girls do this?!?! this is really fucking me up for the future girls i date cause now i'm just scared to ask someone out cause i'm fucking scared of rejection this is just ugh! i want to just date someone but damn it i can't ever tell if a girl wants me and i sure as hell can't ask someone out i mean i wish i could but its too hard cause of some shit thats gone down but whatever i'm trying my fucking hardest to get over someone right now but damn it nothing works i just need someone to fucking help me ugh!!!!!!...........and ok whatever that probably makes no sense to anyone but i needed to get that out of my fucking head cause its killing me...and yeah there is more but i'm gonna keep it inside for now...
