I'm so in love with Chris. I can't believe I have found someone like him. I fall in love with him more and more with every breath I take. He is my skinny pale freak. And I will never stop loveing him. :-) We might be haveing a baby and we both hope we are. Friday is when I find out for sure, it seems so far away from now. I'm so scared what they might say. I have never loved someone the way I love him, he is someone I can see getting old with and having a family with. I can't wait. :-) I Love you Christopher! Okay I am done sounding all iky with the mushy shit. lol. Well bye bye
