goths united's blog: "Fucking Blog"

It's over get the fuck out i don't need this shit i'm not the problem you're not my friend i'm all out of money all you could spend my life with you you're makein me sick i can't hear that no more no one to talk to no one no more i'm leavein today i won't be back i take what what i want no slack i can't count on you hopeless now you're gone and i'm sad you're just a memory one that went bad i cannot hate you for what you have done i will just miss you and all of the fun nothing is sacred

All My Life.... All my life i've been spit on/walk'd on talk'd down to put down spit in the face lied to misinformed misled misguided deseved depribed denyed rejected neglected disrespect abused used trash talk'd shit on fuck'd over ditched bitched at/yelled at(hit in the face when i was alil kid)stolen from rip'd off suicidle Angrey Renvengful had a knife to my throt wish'd for death try's to kill myself love to play with razors(still cut myself) been loved once loved...now i HATE the word "love" everyday is painful wish i could fall asleep and never wake up(wish i was never born)i can't control my anger my anger controls me...can't get sad without getting angrey...can't shed TEAR...what ever happends to me i don't care,YOU DESERVE MY PAIN~!

sometimes you go home and someone is missing and home doesn't look or feel like home anymore and you realize that home shouldn't feel so empty or dark or lonely and you know that there is a world full of options out there and perhaps right now sleep is your best bet but all you really want is to feel safe and comfortable again you just want to feel at home again and you ache for it involuntarily.

Tired moments,Fucked up mindes,Empty faces,Eyes that are blind.Flick through the papers,Car Crash,Death,Vacant pages offer no breath.Of hope,Future,Possibility,To those fucked up mindless people who haven't got the eyes to see the pages of the guardian or the pages of the sun,Are just a load of fucking lies,Are just a fucking con.Why do they us rubbish?Why do they feed us shit?Is this really what they think we want?Scrapings from the pit.

I am death...Shall Yee feel my Wrath I steal all souls...For all whop will beg to be Free Your life in my hands...While you rot in Hell for all Eternally You shold have been a better soul... Maybe then I, Death would have left you Alone Walking these dangerous paths with ignorant thoughtless Care... While i follow behind carring my sycthe at yee side Now you must see as it has to be... I take all that is,As i can give...You Do Not deserve to be given Take care and weep deep my sorry dead lifeless Mortal... Soon you won't suffer in Damnation Alone~!

If there was a God.I would spit in his face for subjecting me to this.If there was a devil.I would sell him my soul to make it end.If therre was something higher that controlled our individual fates,I would tell it to take my fate and shove it up it's Fucking ass . Functional.Simple Menocing,Iwant to run or die get fuck'd up.I want to be blind an dumb and have no heart.I want to wipemy existence straight off the fucking map.