Lady Death's blog: "Fuck You"

"Snuff"

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint...
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control...
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know...

This is for all of you who are like me!!! Do we sit still under attack? Or do we start pushing back? I say we start pushing back!! I won't stand for their bullshit any longer! I'm done, so stand beside me brothers and sisters! Fight with me! Never Back Up! Never Back Down! AND FIGHT!!!!!!!!!! We are all stronger together than we are seperate! Give them hell! Everyone who has pushed you down, spit in your face, raped you, beaten you, destroyed you, Stand Up NOW and FIGHT them! We have the power, the strength in numbers, we have felt all of the pain, the rage, the hatred, the shame, the horror. For all of us who have been afraid. I say ENOUGH!! I will not be held down by you. I don't care if you say you "Love me" or say to me, "Don't you love me?" No, I don't love you enough for you to do that to me, to rape me, belittle me, destroy me. I've had ENOUGH!!! I will never be weak again! It is time for all of us to say in loud clear voices "IT IS NOT MY FAULT!!" bECAUSE IT ISN'T OUR FAULT!! iT NEVER WAS OUR FAULT! WE DIDN'T DESERVE IT!!!!NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAID!!! Fight with me, my brothers and sisters, and push back!!!! PUSH,SHOVE, REEL BACK, AND FIGHT THEM NOW!!!!!

                                                        LADY DEATH

"Buried Alive" by OTEP

I speak in verses, prophecies, and curses [x2]
I hate my life
No miracle is coming
Hate you
It's just a hole
Hate you
Nothing's wrong with you
Hate you
Must maintain control
Hate you
Everyone's asking questions
No place is safe
I'll forfeit resurrection
To escape this pain

I hate my life [x8]

I speak in verses, prophecies and curses
This storm of thorns is growing
Hate me
There's no end in sight
Hate me
Chaos claws my jaw
Hate me
And incites a mental riot
Hate me
I'm in the mouth of madness
With a tongue of poetry
I ate the spine of Atlas
Now the world is crushing me

I hate my life [x6]

Buried alive behind enemy lines
Surrogate child for the sins of all mankind
Hate
Buried alive behind enemy lines, buried alive, buried alive [x3]
For the sins of all mankind

I'm not your fucking girlfriend, I never was, I never said that I would be. I've treated you as a friend, that is all, and you think you have the right to question the fact that I am with someone??How fucked up is that? Seriously man, get a fucking life and a fucking girlfriend, because I'm certainly not it!!! Please fuck off from now on, and leave me be!

You all suck, so come inside the funhouse motherfuckers and I'll eat your faces off! Thank you, come again!

Basically, all that I have to say, I said in my subject line. I hate everyone, I hate everything, I wish Mom would flush it all away. Make things right again. But she won't. We haven't fucked her up enough yet to piss her off. Christ Cakes and Dollar Bills. I'm still waiting for this world to end. But shit, I'll probably die before that happens. Figures. I'm jettin now. If you read this, please fuck off and die.

Surfacing
Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE ME A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fuck thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move

"Confrontation"

Don't
Be.....
Silent.

FIGHT.

(violence, mêlées, & disturbances of the peace)

[verse 1]

Here's your introduction to destruction
& the hate sustaining me

Are we safer or in danger?
Drowning in atrocities?

Riot gear, the slaves are here
Piling corpses high

Its the rich man's war
But its the poor that fight

More capitalist crimes,
More enemies than allies

No WMD's - who gives a fuck
If they die

Just kill em all - watch em fall
Skin the world with their lies

Its a rich man's war
But its the poor that fight

[chorus]

Stand up
Speak out
Strike back

Stand up
Speak out
Strike back

They don't know
What they started

CONFRONTATION.

[verse 2]

My religion of resistance
Challenging everything

Radicals & dissidents
Of creativity

We are the children
Of the siege you hide
In this rich man's war
Where the poor just die

More deception & greed
More wars & disease

More lies from the hive mind
That seek to deceive

A weak nation of need
Like silent thieves in the night

Its a rich man's war
But it's the poor that die

[chorus]

Stand up
Speak out
Strike back

Stand up
Speak out
Strike back

They don't know
What they started

CONFRONTATION.

Stand - FIGHT
Speak - FIGHT
Strike back!

Stand - FIGHT
Speak - FIGHT
Strike back!

They don't know
What they started

CONFRONTATION.

[bridge]

This is my
Battle cry!

Defy the lies
Of the tyrant race
With a fist in the air
& a finger in their face!

DEFY THE TYRANTS!
DON'T BE SILENT!

DEFY THE TYRANTS!
DON'T BE SILENT!

DEFY THE TYRANTS!
DON'T BE SILENT!

DEFY THE TYRANTS!
DON'T BE SILENT!

[chorus]

Stand up
Speak out
Strike back

Stand up
Speak out
Strike back

They don't know
What they started

CONFRONTATION.

Stand - FIGHT
Speak - FIGHT
Strike back!

Stand - FIGHT
Speak - FIGHT
Strike back!

They don't know
What they started

CONFRONTATION.

[outro]

There's no
Way they
Can stop us
Now

So let them try
We fight or we die