well i was haveing a good day til i got hme and got online.... i lost a friend because i brought someone back into my life and i prolly stand to loose another if and when she reads this... i have alounge here on ct and yeah i let it stress me out to the point where i was ready to call it quitz on here... i have fallen for someone on here and my friend dont like her. so i am stuck between a rock and a hard place. im not giving up the one i have fallen for . and i dont want to loose my friend ... i relapsed on drugs fri and they both have been there for me when i needed them the most hell all that i call my friends have been there for me in one form or another.they were worried about me cause i went missing for one day.. that is what i call a true friend. i lost a good friend because of my choice of who i want to hire for my lounge...so yeah finding love can and will make u loose friends..unfortunatly i had to find out the hard way. how ever i am not giveing up someone that can make me happy for a friend... it is unfair that it happened that way but yeah thats fucking life................
