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Pain

What is pain? It could be so many different things for so many different people. Pain can be a broken arm or leg, a tattoo, or any kind of physical injury. I think the worst kind is mental or inner pain. Going through a divorce is painful yes but I think its even worse when the kids are getting hurt. If you love your kids and you see them hurting because of what you have done or your spouse, if your any kind of parent it will hurt you too. I'm going through an ugly divorce trying to get my 2 children and what hurts the most is seeing the kind of pain and suffering they're going through. My children are my world and I would do anything in the world for them. To bad they're mom doesn't feel the same way. The pain I feel comes from with in I haven't been the best father in the world hell I'm the first to admit that. I have made my share of mistakes I guess it all depends on how we learn from them. The pain I feel for my kids is nothing I have ever felt before or ever want to feel again. The pain is something I wish i could explain to other people but can't, the only ones who really know this kind of pain will be the ones who have gone through it themselves. So what is pain that is a question that only you yourself can answere. My pain is watching my kids suffer and all I can do is pray that I can get my kids in a happier place in there lives. It hurts more then anything in this world to watch them suffer and not be able to do anything. I don't know if this will help people or make them think of there own pains. Sometimes are inner pain hurts so bad we don't want to face it but in life if we don't face it. It will eat you alive so please face your inner pain.

Thank you

Thank you to all my friends here on fu bar. I have had a very hard year so far and I don't think I would have made it with out my friends here on Fu Bar. Never did I think I would meet some of the nicest people in the world on this kinda of a web site. First off the gang at Howl at the Moon have been my therapy over the last few weeks. Been through some very rocky and depressed times with my divorce and it's just going to get worse. So thank you to all at Howl at the Moon you guys have been wonderful with out even realizing it. You all have made me laugh and smile and it has meant so much to me. They say laughter helps heal and I believe it. You never know who your going to meet on a site like this but I feel very blessed with everyone I have meet on here. Those of you who know me and whats going on in my life thank you from the bottom of my heart. I would not be able to be as strong as I have been if it wasn't for all of you.I can't explain or show how much every single one of you mean to me. You all have brought something different in my life to make it a little happier and better.I just hope that if you ever need a friend I can be there like you have been for me. Thank you to all my friends on here.I'm glad that I have stayed on here when I wanted to just run and hide from everything and my friends have talked me through it or I went to the lounge and people in there have made me feel so welcomed and loved. It's the best feeling in the world to know I have a second home. It might be on the internet but to me it feels like a second home. Every one of you I think of as family and I always will be thankful to you all. I love you guys so much and thank you from the bottom of my heart.
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