lilhoochiefromdownunda hearts's blog: "friendships"

I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy New year :) For those that know me it has been quite the ride this year, personally and also with my health. Thanks for making things fun and easy and for all the laughs. Yous people are special to me and you know who you are! I am not an easy person so get along with but I do have my endearing qualities lol Have a great one everyone!......and yes I an getting fubar'd tonight :P

here I am again trying to make sense of things arghhh I just don't understand people and I am all confused. How can people say they care about you and that they are your friend and at the same time avoid you and don't wanna have anything to do with you! I don't know I am the type of person who would do anything for friends and love spending time with them...even if it is doing nothing! I guess here is when my naivety kicks in and tells me 'believe them they are your friends'. However, there is so much a person can take before they doubt their intentions..them trying to spare your feeling by saying nah i don't really care and take a hint! Is it hard to tell it to my face rathen than everything being a game? Oh well i am just ranting on as always...blah!