Rebel wit out a cause's blog: "friends"

Hey come here ile be your best friend. The more of me you take the more of me you need. My name is speed. The things i can do for you no one else can and alot are against me. The cops are always trying to chase me. But i will always be here for you evan when your down and no one else is around . You can always rely on me until the very end . I will always be your best friend. Signed Speed

Live by the sword Die by the sword

No more pain stevie Now you can rest Just know that all your Family and friends did their best Now you can sleep for ever No more pain and agony not never For in the end all will be clear Sleep peacefully for ever and you will never hav to fear For now your tourchered soul is free No one else can hurt you because now they have to let you be !! RIP STEVIE

Its come to my attention that i lie all the time so if im a bad friend or i suck or for any other reason yall think im not worthy ple delete me and if ya wouldnt mind sendin me a pm so i know not to bother u any more cheers sue

I lay alone at night listnin to the wind out side and jus wishin for once i had some one to hold me nice and close and tight, for its been so long that i don nohow or wut it feels like to hav affection or love or n e of the above, Its said that every 1 has a soul mate but i don hav a soul.Most of my life is and has felt like 1 big dark hole, Wit no escape to be heard or seen and really wonder at times why is my life or jus life like it cos its so horrible and mean.I miss so many things that others take for granted . My dad who left this earth 9 yrs ago n evan me mum although we never got along.Allya c with ur eyes is a dumb tree that in memory is planted.I misss the smile i once had but that was another life time ago and now hav learned jus to let it go.Life goes on as well as sorrow and pain and hurt as its all part of learningm M to raise my kids to never giv up.For the path in life i hav led and at times were out of my control this is wut ive tried tellin em so.The hand that life has dealt for me nun of my kids will see or be.I am only 1 person and they hav always been with me and wut they hav already seen scares me . I do not want n e of em to b like me , but how do u no until they are fully grown But i hope and pray i live to c that day cos the way things r goin and hav been i jus don no if i will make it to ever see . Ive tried my best but jus feel ive failed god help me if ive ruined their lives as well cos i may hav well jus gone yrs ago n jus let em be but i was sure i wud be the best n jus didnt want them endin up like ME !

To every one that wished me Happy Valentines i doo apreciate it and they were lovely thoughts and wishes i wasnt on and there r far too many to return love n Pls take this as my personel ty . Unfort i don believe in Valentines cos i don believe in Love cos i always get hurt and i dont brlieve in love no more . I dont mean any disrespect to any one either cheers sue

Dormant in the background they stay waiting, watching for the weakness of their prey They hold their heads up high as they feast till they have had their fill Like vampires in the nite they wait for their feed When their prey is at its weakness they strike and have no mercy cos they know their prey is now to weak to and cannot fight These vampires i speak of are the assumed friends that you think you have until they strike For years they are like sponges and take what and when ever they can and when there is nothing left to gain and all is gone this is where u find out that all along they hav fed off you until your weak and they are strong These are the so called friends that i mean and they are the vampires like uve never seen When all is good and they get their fill and leave you empty and wait for you to give in and then they finally come to see you at ur weakest and finish off their kill.Friends will bring u to ur Death and sit and watch ur last Breath.

Dreams are free and so is love so im lead to believe. Maybe this is true for some but all my dealings with these two any hope i had along time did leave It seems that i must prove myself worthy all the time but no one else has to and never has cos in their eyes they are just fine. Ges im not worthy enough so theres not much i can do cos theres no way in hell ile bow down to any one if thats what sum ones waiting for me to do Im not a oil painting this is true and to say any thing different would be so wrong My quest to find my Holy Grail has now gone and deep down inside i knew it didnt exist all along !!!!

hey yall i don usually ask for n e thing not my fam # 1,3 n 7 hav auto 11 s can n e ome help em level pls cos they so rock n will return all luv :) ty yall !!!!!

Betrayal ,emptiness and powerless with clouds of darkness all around, I lay in bed but to many thoughts go through my head, No body to hear my silent screams , no 1 to wipe away my tears or hold me and feel my darkest fears. Wen will this all end or maybe it wont and God nos what i will do or become if it dont. The terror that lays with in is like a sleepin dragon and when it awakes there shall be no pity on any ememy it takes.Head screaming with pain will this anger go and will i ever be the same I think not as one can only take so much before they break Is this all a test to see how much it will slowly kill me or is it to see if i will be the one who finally stands strong and be the one holding the gun Which ever way it goes i dont really know but my heart is now black and lays dormant maybe for ever For my life now has dealt with to much pain and with too many scars i shall not be the same, for the moment they fear me not but my time will come and my enemy shall run, thats when the dragon shall wake and the enemy it shall take and their eyes shall have fear in them and ile be the one who looks down at them and into their eyes for then i will hav won !!