My Ego is Bigger than Your Ego's blog: "Friends? what a joke!!!"

To all the people out there that post or repost bulletins threatening friend removal, asking for people to remove themselves if they do not repost, or just basically insult people for not reposting. Go f*ck yourselves. If you post it I'll either repost it or I won't. And if you mention any type of removal or insult concerning consider me gone and you forgotten. Thank you and have a wonderful life. LeRoy

You either accept me the way I am or you do not. Makes no difference in my world. If you are my friend then be my friend. If you are not then I suggest you leave me alone and please remove me as a friend. Like me, love me or hate me, I can truly say I do not care. Your opinion of me means nothing. Real friends do not threaten or insult because they want their way. It seems a growing number of people feel that is the case though. What a sad reminder of just how disgusting humanity has become. To all of you who are kind and decent you have my undying respect. To the rest, I wouldn't spit on you to put you out if you were on fire. = ) LeRoy

Ok I'm getting my ass kicked by 13,000 comments!!! In two days!!! WTF!!! Can anyone help me out???!!! For the love of all that's holy!!! LOL Thank you for reading this and any assistance. PLEASE REPOST LOL = )

Ok it seems there are quite a few fake people on here whose only interest is the points they get from friending and fanning people. I've come to the realization that I don't need to participate in this childish endeavor. I sit here and read bulletins and repost them out of a good faith gesture hopefully earning the same respect. Well I was wrong. The same goes for voice messages and guestbook adds and other assorted things. I think out of 70 some odd "friends" there'd be more than 5 or 6 that would read my bulletins. Once again I was wrong. So in another gesture of good faith, which I feel in all honesty is nothing more than a waste of my time, I'd like anyone who actually considers me a friend to simply reply saying that they are my friend. After a certain point in time I will decide who will stay as a friend, family or someone I'm a fan of. To all of you who know you are my friends and family you know who you are. Anyone else who wants to actually be a friend or family member is more than welcome to be. I like meeting new people and hope to have more than a few of you around. And to all the others who are simply point collecting you can go to Hell. Thanks to anyone, whether you stay a friend or not, who reads this. Hope everyone has a goodnight. = )

Alone I am without you Whole we are together Apart we are not complete We are two sides of the same coin Totally in sync yet euqally odd How did it come to pass That what we had is gone Do you have the answer For I do not have a clue Hope to one day know the truth Of why we are no more But in the end the fact remains The our love will not die It will not fade with time Everlasting and true it is Just sitting and waiting for you.

I feel so battered and bruised Tattered and torn, tired and worn Like everything is pointless And there is no meaning Hoping that all I have isn't All that I deserve Not knowing how long I can go on Just existing in a sort of limbo Not really living but yet not dead Does my life hold any worth Or am I fooling myself Should I keep struggling on Or call an end to the game This is the story of my life Do not know how it will end But that is a chapter yet to be written

Emptiness is all I feel Everything else is gone All that had made me human Has fallen to the wayside In the wreckage of my life Forward I stride into the great unknown Uncaring and unrelenting in my path Nothing to hold me back And impossible to deny I will find my way regardless the cost All who stand in my way Obstacles to be ground underfoot Those who walk with me welcome and wanted For too long have I toiled Slaved and groveled to no avail Living proof that nice guys finish last So now it is time to take what is mine My destiny into my own hands And of my own making Thanks to all who have helped along the way And a prayer of mercy for those Who have tried to bar my path

What is love? the joining of two souls? the meeting of two hearts? a chemical reaction? a hormonal imbalance? a genetic imperative? could it be more than that or could it be less for two people to meet and to like each other the odds alone are monumental are there many lucky enough to experience it? if so, even more than once? is it what we all seek? that one person to make us whole to give us a sense of belonging a fresher look at life Or do we all fool ourselves believing in something so ethereal Or is it our to belong to something more Something that outlasts time And makes our hearts sing May we all be so lucky to find it at least once Cherish it dearly and hold it close For you never know when the end will come So keep heart in the fact you've had it Enjoy the memories it brings Look for it again if you dare Because it is so hard to love and care

Darkness is all I see It is all I've ever known Never knowing an easy day Or a spectacular life Every day a challenge or test That I may overcome or fail Knowing no different than to carry on Until I can fight no more To tired and worn to care Waiting for Death to take me Into its sweet and gentle embrace And to grant me a final respite

You are born so full of life Every day full of joy and hope Time passes and the dreams fade You look around at all that has gone Never realizing what you have missed Until it is too late to get back You harden your heart and temper your soul Never growing too close to anyone Feeling alone and confused Wondering if you are even alive Perhaps waiting to die You steel yourself for things to come When you used to live just for living Jaded and scarred you have become Is there ever any going back Or are you completely done