FRIEND
I felt so empty inside last night,
When I didn't receive your call.
I felt like crying but instead...
I laid there staring at the wall.
We've been through a lot this year together,
And I know that it hurts to hear me reply
to your questions with WHATEVER
I honestly don't think that I want to ever understand,
That we could never be no more than just friends.
Is that what your title will always remain?
Because whenever I look at you, I don't feel the same.
I took a picture of you and held it real close to my heart.
I prayed that we'd always be together.
And yet, were falling apart.
I told myself that I wouldn't cry
whenever you decided to let go.
And if you were to ask me if I cared about you,
the answer would never be NO.
I love you FRIEND.
And that title is all you'll ever be.
Instead I promise to never let you leave my heart or become a faded memory.
Because I know that deep down inside, you will always be apart of me.
copyright jas 2007
