friday:
we didnt find out our casting for the musical yet. david promised he'd tell us on friday but now he's like "well it would have a ripple effect on everything else" but he's been takin his time on this AGAIN! some people have problems learning lines (like me) and kind of NEED more time to do it. but i prolly wont get a big part anyway, i never have, but watever. i signed up for set design too so if i dont get a big part, at least i'll get to help build the set.
zack and john took me back to starbucks. i did get the high heels i wanted. i also go to see levi!! levi is my ex's best friend...or one of his best friends and i was surprised levi would even talk to me. personally i thought he'd hate me for breaking up wit kenny. but it was sooo cool to see him!! he was in line in starbucks when zack, john, and i were leavin and i passed him and looked at him and he looked at me and it took me a moment to figure out who it was. we started talkin and i said i had to go get some shoes in payless but that i'd be outside wit him to chill. i gave him a hug from behind and he turned his head and kissed my cheek. i giggled and he said "i tried". lol i highly doubt he was going for my lips.
i dragged zack and john into payless and relatively quickly found the shoes. zack and john left to go into best buy while i bought my shoes. suddenly levi walked into the store and was staring at me.
"did you come in here to find me?" i asked.
"yea" he said.
it was sooooooooo cute!! and then his girlfriend called.
it was HOT in payless and i decided we'd go outside where it was the total opposite (and fingerless gloves do NOTHING!!!! we went back inside and then decided to cross the street into best buy and wait for my carpool (zack) and the asshole (john). i saw alex (this kid in my sis' grade who got into gangs and stuff) but he doesnt remember me, and i saw branson!!!! branson and i hugged and chatted a little and he left.
zack and john came out and went back into best buy so me and levi chatted more and when they were ready, we all left cuz levi was walkin me to zack's car. i gave him my number and we hugged and he kissed me again. i dont know what he was aiming for but he got my cheek again.
went home and watched "dawn of the dead".
saturday:
we drove out to the middle of nowhere, or as my dad calls it, "east jesus" to cut a tree. it was something we used to do when we were younger and since i'm graduating this year and i dont know when i'll be coming home for christmas next year, i figured it would be a good time to do it again. my parents are always funny on car rides. my sister and i decided my mom was ADD and her response "i'm not ADD, i just have an active brain!" my sister and i laughed so hard we cried, and my dad even laughed. i wish i had video taped most of the car ride but my camera was running out of batteries.
we got there and had to wait for greg and michelle to show up. the clock in the stillman's kitchen said it was 12:30 so i kept thinkin it was early and everyone was panicking for no reason (the tree place closed at 5). apperantly i was wrong (first cuz we had left around 2 pm and second, the sun was starting to set). we got lost and went to a different place for tree cutting and got ours for like $10. then we drove back into damascus and ate at the same diner we always eat at.
we were waitin to leave (we'd eatten out dinners) and maria burped really loud just as a waitress was coming to ask if everything was delicious. to make up for it, she deicded to make the curly fries left on her plate into a little structure.
we left and mom and dad drove us home and went to a friend's birthday party. i was watchin TV in the basement when maria came down asking for something. i asked why and she said she was gonna smoke. i said i'd join her and she said she'd be smokin some weed too. i still would join her in smokin some weed. somehow she forgot that i've never been high before and she thought it was so cool that she got to be the first one to get me high. we went out of mom and dad's room onto this roof area. i smoked a turkish jade cigarette first and then we got down to smokin the first bowl. maria gave me another cigarette and we took pictures of us smoking them. then we got back into another bowl...i think we had three in total.
wow, we def got high. apperantly i made the highest comment last night. it had been cherryin for like...5 or 6 hits and i got the second to last hit. maria asked as she blew the little she got after mine, "did you get some?" i exhaled and said "yea...i got some." eventually we went back inside and i realized my eyes were barely red but red enough. we went to eattin sandwhichs, and tried to find something on TV. we settled on star wars for a while and then "constantine". i got bored and went up to my room.
end of day!!
