I've been Freed......Thank you Nightshade
Nightshade replied to a message i sent her. it was her reply that led to my rescue. The actual relpy is not relevant. It was just that Nightshade was being Nightshade.
Here is excerpt .......... an exchange of mind material...... two warriors united in cause. One blind (me) the other blind as well (Nightshade) ..................my captors were identified...........my freedom unshackled. ..a valiant story ---------------> let your light shine forth..... if it is from within you don't need to see......... to lead others to be free
NightShade not wanting to take credit..... well didn't even know. ...........and even if she had would probably not want credit..................... lead me quietly (with unconcious focus) to the land of lawless grammar.
Nightshade, you gave me one of those ahaass. You can't really battle an enemy you don't know. Punctuation.....
A dark angel... posing... as an angel of light......... its name ----->"Punctuation"
I really dont admire punctuation.......... (in traditional sense--------------------I realize now it is prime culprit never allowing me to communicate (effectively) what goes on in my head............................... a traditional comma just doesn't allow me or my listeners time to fully process what I'm thinking.........(thinking right now ....) .............using "..." just now would have used up all the space I have here---->so I like to use parentheses..its a view into my thoughts as i speak which can be completely different than my words but is highly relevant (no..needed) to understanding what I am writing (the way I want you to hear, not they way you intepret).........if you interpret it differently than the way it was meant.............then we shared nothing..... not even intent
Punctuation, used properly, is limiting........... it forces you to hear in only one and a half dimensions.... I know I think in at least four different dimensions......mostly at the same time.
A comma and a single "." ! or ?...(even when used properly)... are not equipped to make sense of all that is swimming around in my head.......let alone even attempt to simplify the complex intertwinings of my mind and my heart to communicate the intent and purpose of my being. Hmmmm.....(unless of course i didnt want people to truly know because the intent and purpose of my being is selfish and dark).............Mostly, we all just want to be known.....related by purpose (oil)......or demanded respect on top of a pedastal (water).......you can't have both........but you can try (just look around)........
I believe I'm having too much fun writing all of this.....as I believe you are thinking (as I did.... about what you wrote)---> you said to yourself that you've already written all this in your head....(and like me said to yourself, damn, I wish I would have been first to pen those words) ..........that little skirmish between your id and you ego was easily squashed.......as you realize what you knew to be true............you were just happy you found someone that thinks like you.....because.... you understand...( what we speak of is not ours to own, its not our invention...but only truth that has been there....just waiting to get our attention)
each one of us have been given tools from above.... uniquely the same.....created for purpose.... and given as gifts to be used with our discretion....(discretion..hmmm).
There it is (I knew this was going someplace but didn't know where, I just wrote whole new blog in my head)..........More on this later.....
Im running out of space and I need to thank you for your comments as the thoughts above flowed from them. I never really thought much about "limiting punctuation" before this... My Valiant Nightshade....you have freed me as you have named my captors...(grammar teachers with long rulers)..... I now know who to slay....where is my Sword?
ROYboy ******** *looking for my steed realizing I don't have one*
