If only tonight we could sleep, in this bed of roses, if only tonight we had peace, now shattered and broken, if only tonight we could fall, in this deadly love, if only tonight death would come, leave my tainted heart numb, if only tonight we could sin, again and again, if only tonight we could begin, our own heaven. If I die before I wake, I pray no one my soul to take, If I cry before I die, Dry my tears and leave a smile, If I scream before I cry, Tell me it will be alright, If I bleed before I scream, Tell me this is just a dream, So put your bullet through my head, kiss me goodnight, and leave me dead