perfectly imperfect's blog: "For Your Information"

As I stare out the window into the darkness

I see the rest of lonilness sitting in

for the darkness is now my friend

My world was once full of light

for my heart was full of love and delight

As the cold sets in

I let it settle under my skin

For now my fire is now turned to ice

my warm blood is now so thick with cold

that my youthness is getting old

a loving smle is now turned to stone

for there is no love to grow

once there was love and passion in my eyes

is now nothing but icicles that are trying to disguise

so forgive me for being so cold

but my mind has grown old

I wonder why I have been let down again
for did i do some kind of sin
The tears of joy do not out way the tears of pain
for I havent gained
I wear my heart on my sleeve with my feelings
that are left so revealing
My eyes show you everything from the past
and that doesnt even make things last
For my sadness is not for you to judge
but for you to understand me
I have pieces that are broken
but they are not yours as a token

Here it goes...I guess I need to blow off some steam once again...

I just want to make friends on here. Its cool that all you men are on here looking to get off or for someone to full fill your fantasy of online im not sure what you want to call it but Im not her. Im here to make friends. Yes there are some of you that I give my yahoo to and thats cool that is a differnt story. I have even given out my number to a couple. If you are lucky to get my number it is because I want to know you as a person not as the person you are on here. Everyone has a differnt side to them on here. I try to be real everywhere. If you get my yahoo good for you and that means that I like to talk to you and I will play whatever game you want to play up to a point. I hate when people always ask to see me on cam..I DONT LIKE TO BE NAKED ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!! The few pics I have up are it...I prefer to keep the rest of in person meeting. If you dont like any of this then please by all means take yourself off my page. It wont hurt my feelings. But please be considerate of me and my wants.

Take time to get to know me because if you are looking for someone to talk to and laugh with I just might be that girl that will change your whole look on life and what makes you smile.