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What are you waiting for?

The hurt is here to stay

Today I broke down and cried

For all the hurt and all the lies

The years that have past I can't get back

The runaway train rolling off the track

Looking back upon the road at what I have done

You took it all away and left me no where to run

All these years I have hidden my shame

Blaimed myself for all  my pain

All I want now is peace within myself

Please don't dust me off and place me back on the shelf

The chapter is not over don't write me off yet

One final scene is all I have left

The last scenario in which I may stand

To prove myself worthy as any other man

You took it all from me left me no where to hide

Stripped me of my sanity robbed me of my pride

So how will this final chapter unfold

I guess that is just one story never to be told



What do I really matter?

If I left this World today how would you even know I was gone? Would I just be a name in the paper that means little to anyone. What impact did I make? Would you cry a tear? Would I even get so much as a second thought? 

If you never took the time to tell me what you felt when I am here why should I believe I'd make an ounce of difference when I am gone.

If I am a part of your life and I mean anything to you at all it would be nice to know that.

I guess I am looking for something and not sure just what. Perhaps it isn't out there at all. I'll stfu and end this now. You can say what you think!

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