WELL LET ME START BY SAYING I AM JUST ME A DOWN TO EARTH,LOVING ,CARING PERSON.WHEN I WAS 12 MY PARENTS LEFT ME,I CAME HOME AND THEY HAD UP AND MOVED LEFT ME ALONE IN THE HOUSE.I WENT TO SCHOOL AND FINESHED.I MET A MAN OR SHOULD I SAY BOY AND WE DATED A LONG TIME AFTER A FEW YEARS TOGATHER HE BEGANE TO BEAT ME ALL I DID WAS GO TO WORK AND HOME I GOT HOOKED ON DRUGS BADLY.I DID THEM TO STAY NUM FOR THE BEATINGS.YOU ASK WHY DID YOU STAY WELL BEING YOUNG AND NOT KNOWIN ANY BETTER IT WAS HARD,I TRIED TO TELL PEOPLE AND THEY CALLED MY A LIER.AT 19 I WAS STILL A VIRGIN BUT THAT CHANGED CAUSE A MAN I THOUGHT WAS MY FRIEND RAPED ME.WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GO TO COURT HE BLEW HIS BRAINS OUT.I FINESHED SCHOOL THEN WENT TO GOLLAGE,I DID THE DRUGS THROUGH COLLAGE,BUT I GOT A DEGREE IN TEACHING AND NURSING AND I AM A CHEF AND I HAVE A DEGREE IN BUISNESS MANAGEMENT.AT AGE 26 I GOT TIRED OF THE ABUSE AND I GOT OUT.MY MOTHER BEING A PREACHER INTRODUCED ME TO A MAN THAT WAS AT THE TIME VERY KIND AND CARING.I WALKED AWAY FROM ALL THE DRUGS AND NEVER LOOKED BACK.BUT THE MAN WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY HUSBAND AND PROTECT ME AND MY SON GOT WORSE,I HAVENT TOLD ALOT OF MY LIFE SO BARE WITH ME.I HARDLY STAYED AROUND THE MAN WHO WAS MY HUSBAND BECAUSE OF THE ABUSE I WORK NOONSTOP TO SUPPORT HIM AND MY SON AND MYSELF.I WAS CONCERNED FOR MY SON SO I SENT HIM TO A SITTER,THAT SOB NEVER WORKED AFTER WE MARRIED.THE ONE TIME HE KEEP MY SON HE WAS LIKE 2 AND HE WAS SENT OUTDOORS WITH THE PIT AND ROT WE HAD AND THEY WAS EATIN AND THEY ATTACKED MY SONS FACE.FROM THAT POINT HE NEVER KEPT MY SON AGAIN.WHEN HE WAS 3 AND A HALF I HAD MY DAUGHTER,WELL THE ABUSE GOT WORSE.I FINALLY GOT AWAY FROM IT BUT I HAVE RAISED MY CHILDREN ALONE FOR THE LAST 11 YEARS NOT A MAN IN MY LIFE DUE TO THE ABUSE I WAS AFRAID TO LET ANOTHER INTO MY LIFE.I HAVE LIVED THROUGH CANCER,I ALMOST DIED,THE KEMO ALONE ALMOST DONE ME IN,MY SON TOOK CARE OF ME BEFORE SCHOOL,WHEN HE CAME HOME HE TOOK CARE OF ME AND I STILL WORKED AND CLEANED AND COOKED,I WAS A MOM FIRST AND FORM MOST.BUT I MA HERE AND I AM MUCH STRONGER.SO IF I SEEM STAND OFFISH TO YOU THAT IS WHY.BUT KNOW I AM A VERY CARING PERSON I LOVE ALL,I HAVE A HUGE HEART AND IT GETS USED ALOT.BUT I AM HOPING THAT THE MAN IN MY LIFE NOW WILL BE THE RIGHT ONE.WE ARE OFF TO A GREAT START.HE ISNT ABUSIVE AT ALL AND HE TELLS ME HE LOVES ME ALL THE TIME,SO WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.THANKS FOR READYING THIS.
