Have you ever wondered where your path in life was supposed to lead you or about the hand that fait will deal you when it is your time to come. I have met people in my life that have truly changed me and made me think about my life in a new way or made me long for something more then what I had. Sometimes I think to myself did I settle for less then what I should have. I often wonder if I have paid for my sins in more ways then one. And if I will ever find that one true place where I belonge. I have made choices in life that I now know where not the smartest of choices but I have managed to live with the consequinces of them. I have also realized taht sometimes life is not always fair. And that the decisons we will make today will affect our lives tommorow and forever to come. And the decisons we made in the past are what have scalpted our lives today. I let a good friend go and wonder if that will haunt me forever. I have lost many who in my mind heart and sould I knew where there to stay. My path in life has helped a few and even hurt a few but the one who pays most of all is myself and my heart. I wonder where my path in life will end. And I will someday find that one true happiness that I belonge. And what choices I make tommorow that will build my future or that could possibly end it all forever. There are some people out there that this will touch and some that it is even directed towards. For those of you who know who you are just know that I love you and think about the way that you have helped me. And I in turn hope that I to have helped you and remember that you will never be forgotten so if we shall never talk again remeber me. As I will do the same for you.
