You tell me that you care
But you really don't
You tell me it will be alright
But I really won't
You tell me things will change
But they always stay the same
You tell me not to get mad
But why should change
You tell me that things will get better
But they don't
You tell me you still like me
But you really don't
You tell me I am angry
But you really can't tell
You tell me you loved me
But you really didn't
You tell me it's to soon
But it's really to late
You tell me I'm cute
But I'm really not
You tell me I special
But you forgot
You tell me I could make anyone happy
But it wasn't you
You tell me I am crazy
But yes it's true
You tell me lots of things you thought I needed to hear
But the one thing you forgot to say was goodbye.
Those were the word I longed to hear.
You left me that one summer day lying in my arms, the one time I really had to pray. I didn't want you to go but God wouldn't let you stay.
For you were my first true love
And death had to take you away.
I can see the blood
The tears and hear the screaming too.
But one day we will meet again
And I will still love you.
I miss you still today even tho the years have passed by and when I think of you the embers in my heart slowly start to dye.