Die Zimtzicke's blog: "Simply simple random rants"

I've realized lately that I'm not the same person I used to be.  I'm growing up, and I'm not sure it's a bad thing either. I'm learning that when I was younger, and trying to change myself to make other people like me, for maybe a glimmer of home of acceptance, maybe for a kind word here and there, that that was completely wrong. Well you know what?
Fuck this.

I'm learning that life isn't always good, it certainly isn't always bad, and anything else that says other wise
Fuck that.

I thought maybe by cutting my hair, losing some weight, and changing how I acted and did things, and in effect, changing myself, that those people who have treated me like shit, who have taken advantage of me, would maybe see fit to be nice to me once in a while.  Maybe I was going at it the wrong way, well you know what? To all of you who think you're better than me,
Fuck you.

Mom

We've had our blow-ups, or ups and downs, and our all out brawls, but you're my mummie, and I love you today, I'll love you tomorrow, and I'll love you forever and ever!

Victor

Well, first things first: you are the biggest asshole I've ever met, but sometimes more so than others.  With your new jobs, I think you're starting to become a  man.  You're still an asshole, but now you're an employed asshole who's starting to earn the possibility of my attention. P.S. I hate you.

Matthew

Well, as my oldest brother, you're pretty ok, and you let me use your truck a lot, so that's totally sweet of you! We've had our problems, and we've had some tiffs, especially when your attitude gets away from you, but you're a good brother, and I wouldn't exchange you for any amount of chocolate!

Maria

You're a very sweet person, and I rarely hear you say anything negative about anyone. You're so funny when you try to be all sweet and innocent, but then I love laughing at you when you epicly fail at being so.  You're an awesome sister, and I can't wait to see how the kids turn out to be with you to teach them.

Myndy

You're my big little sissy, and we've disagreed on many things, abut we've agreed on so much more. You gave me the advice I needed when I was younger, and even to this day if I ask it. You helped make me the woman I am today, I love you sissy, you're amazing.

Micah

I believe you and I see almost the exact opposite of each other, and I've come to accept this.. I couldn't ask you to be any different, because you're the kind of brother who'd kick a guys ass for me if I asked you to, or if he had insulted me.  You're just awesome like that, and I love you for it.  I can't wait to see how you turn out to be with little Owen around.

Melissa

I've come to love you like a sister. Well, you are my sister now, but that's not the point, now is it? You're such an independent and intelligent woman, and you'll have to be to live with Micah hahah.  You've got your hands full keeping those boys whipped into shape and in line! I love you hun! May the Force be with you!

Kyle

Kyle, you and I are complete opposites, in almost every aspect of our lives, and we've had our battles, and oh, how epic they were.  But you're probably the one person that understands me like no other hun. Oh, and of course you're the one I'd go to to make sure someone's not trying to screw me over on a truck or parts for that truck lol. We've been through a lot, you and me, and even sometimes when you drive me up the fucking wall, I'll say I really, really don't like you, well, I believe "I fucking hate you" has been said once or twice, but bubba loo, I still love you.

Trina K

Sis, I don't think we've ever met, but I'm so glad I found you.  Well, to clarify, I'm glad you found me haha. I cant wait to come see you and hug you and swap stories of Dad.  I've got some rather amusing ones of him screaming and abusing our old station wagon haha.. I loves you, you beautiful woman you!