Mood: 
Miserable
Listening to: Fear Factory Final Exit
To those who've hurt me...
I'm moving on, letting go of all the pain you've put me through.
I have trouble letting go of things long ago, but the recent times don't phase me at all anymore.
I'm not who I used to be nor will I be that again. I've changed and grown; I'm stronger than I ever will be.
I'm not gonna let you bring me down....I'm grown and living my life in a way that makes me happy.
I'm leaving you in the past to stay there and I'm not looking back with no regrets of my decision to leave you there.
There is a small amount of love for you because who you are but past that you're nothing to me anymore.
For my old friend...
May this find you well...
I know you're lost and I know you haven't seen it yet but I promise it will be ok.
Just don't forget that there's so much out there you can't control and that you will never know.
Be safe on your journeys my friend, hopefully one day you'll see the truths you are looking for...... if it weren't for you this song wouldn't have as much meaning for me at this point in my life... And I thank you for that...
Lyrics to:
Fear Factory - Final Exit
"It's quite an experience
to hold the hand of someone
as they move
from living to dead."
"Final Exit...
The practicalities
of self-deliverance"
Final Exit
Your Life no longer
has any value
Let them tell you what your
own life is worth
There is no compassion
as life fades away
This self deliverance the choice
you have made
Contemplate your last breath
As you see the face of death
Contemplate your last breath
Breath, slowly breath
Final Exit
The pain in your life
I cannot perceive
Crimes of humanity
I see and believe
Contemplate your last breath
As you see the face of death
Contemplate your last breath
Breath, slowly breath
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye
"It's quite an experience
to hold the hand of someone
as they move
from living to dead."
Like the knife
that cuts through me
Stabbing uncertainty
It bleeds my life I know
Draining my heart and soul...
Like the knife
that cuts through me
Stabbing uncertainty
It bleeds my life I know
Draining my heart and soul...
my soul, my soul, my soul...
(goodbye, goodbye...)
Contemplate your last breath
Breath, slowly breath
Goodbye, goodbye...
