Just letting those few know who care.. that things went ok with the funeral. I cried a little bit..but managed to get through it pretty good. I feel so bad for my cousin..Hes taking it pretty rough. Hes only 27. I know his sister is little upset..but not by much I do not believe. Maybe thats just me thinking though. I know if it was my parents I would have been crying more than she was. Heck I think I cried more than she did today. She was never a part of his life anyways though. I am still hung up on death thoughts though. I look at my parents more closer. I did this starting after my granny passed 2 yrs ago. Now I am doing it more. I am seeing how they are aging. I know we all do. My dads hip is doing pretty good although he still has that limp. He is pretty fast walking though. To see him limp some though..hurts.
