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Angel's blog: "Outside looking in"

created on 09/28/2006  |  http://fubar.com/outside-looking-in/b8001

Fly high my Sweet-pea

On January 10,2013 our family welcomed into this world a beautiful baby girl named Audrey Olivia. She was born with Trisomy 13... Audrey was born with sever kidney problems and heart problems..On May 4, 2013 God came to get her...I can remember falling to my knees at her bedside crying I wanted to shout out ITS NOT FAIR!! But we knew from the get go that her life would be a short lived one. She was the light of my life. I have never really knew what love was until I became a grandma. Our lives have been turned upside down!!  I keep asking myself, WHY HER????? My daughter and son in law are just so distraught over this, but yet have remained amazingly strong.You know, life prepares us to lose our parents and grandparents, but it never prepares us to lose a baby so young and so innocent. We didn't get the chance to love her fully like we should. Oh baby I'm misssing you so much today. I woke up with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes. I know you are here with us, but I just wished I had one more chance to hold you, one more chance to kiss your sweet face. This isn't how it's supposed to be!! I never got the chance to sit with you on the bench watching the dogs walk by, or listen to the birds sing, feeling the warmth of the sun on our faces. You are now free from all the tubes, free from all the pain you were in. Fly high my sweet-pea!! I miss you so much today! I hope you felt the love everyone had for you. Just remember, you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you'll never know dear how much I love you, I know you are in a better place, but the pain of losing you will never end!! Oh how I miss you so much Audrey!!  You are loved!! You are my angel!! Grandma misses you baby girl!!

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