ALMOST 4 MONTHS AGO I MET THIS WOMAN AT WORK. AT FIRST, SHE WAS QUIET DIDNT SAY MUCH. A FORMER CO-WORKER TOLD ME SHE KNEW THE GIRL AND TOLD ME TO WATCH OUT CAUSE SHE WAS A @3$. SO, I MADE IT A POINT TO TALK TO HER SEE WHAT KIND OF CHARACTER SHE HAD, AND IF WHAT I HEARD WAS TRUE. A SWEEKS WENT BY SHE STARTED TELLIN ME PERSONAL THINGS ABOUT HER RELATIONSHIP ABOUT HER AND HER MAN. SHE TOLD ME HE WAS VERY ABUSIVE MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. SHE SAID HE DIDNT WORK AND TOOK HER PAYCHECKS FROM WORK. SHE EVEN TOLD ME WHEN SHE GOT IN THE CAR ONE DAY FROM WORK HE JUMPED OUT OF THE BACKSEAT, SO THEN I KNEW HE WAS MENTALLY UNSTABLE. EACH DAY SHE TOLD ME OTHER THINGS HE WOULD DO TO HER. SEH TRY TO CONVICE HERSELF THAT HE LOVED HER, I TOLD HER A MAN THAT WOULD DO THE STUFF SHE TOLD ME DOES NOT LOVE U, AND A REAL MAN DOES NOT PUT HIS HAND ON A WOMAN. AT THIS TIME I GREW VERY FOND OF HER AND I GREW FEELINGS FOR THE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME SHE LIKED ME AS WELL, HOWEVER SHE SAID SHE HAD TO CALL IT OFF WITH HER BF FIRST. I TOLD MY FORMER CO-WORKER HOW THINGS WERE GOING AND SHE ONCE AGAIN TOLD ME TO WATCH OUT, BUT I WASNT HEARING NE OF IT..I JUST COULDNT SEE THAT IN HER BEIN THAT WAY. AMONGST ALL OF THIS HER FATHER PASSED AWAY, AND I BACKED AWAY IN RESPECT. A WEEK OR SO PAST AND SHE ASKED ME 4 MY NUMBER AND SHE SAID SHE WANTED TO TALK TO ME. LATER ON THAT NIGHT I WAITED AND WAITED NO CALL. THE NEXT DAY CAME AND SHE TOLD ME SHE LOST MY NUMBER AND MAY SHE HAVE IT AGAIN. SHE PROMISED ME SHE WAS GOIN TO CALL. I WAITED ANOTHER NIGHT 4 A CALL AND THE SAME RESULT. I FORGOT TO ADD I TOLD HER IF SHE DIDNT CALL THAT WOULD MEAN SHE DIDNT CARE ABOUT BUILDING A RELATIONSHIP OR BEING FRIENDS. MIND U SHE HAD 2 KIDS AND I WAS WILLING TO TAKE CARE OF HER AND THE KIDS. HOWEVER, THE NEXT DAY AT WORK SHE COMES IN LAUGHING AND SAYIN SHE LOST MY NUMBER AGAIN. I WAS LIKE I AM THROUGH!!! SHE WAS LIEK WHY R U BEING LIKE THAT!! I TOLD HER A BIG MISTAKE BY SAYING CAUSE I CARE ABOUT AND THEN I SAID I LOVE U!!! I SAID I CARE ABOUT I DONT WANT TO SEE U IN ANABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP. AND I WOULDNT NEVER HURT U IN ANY WAY. WHEN I TOLD HER THAT SHE SAID I SHOULDNT FEEL THAT WAY AND SHE IS NOT GOIN TO STRESS OVER ME. WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT MY EYES STARTED WATERING TO AVOID SHEDING TEARS AT WORK I WENT HOME EARLY. AND SHE TAUNTED ME ABOUT NOT CALLIN BY SINGING A VERSE IN A SONG BY RICH BOY SAYIN HOES GIVE ME THEIR NUMBER BUT I NEVER CALL!! I WAS NOT THE FK SHE DIDNT CALL ME A HOE, BUT BEIN A GOOD MAN THAT I AM I DIDNT SAY NETHING, SO I HAVENT TALKED TO HER IN ABOUT A MONTH. SINCE THEN SHE HAS TRIED TO GET ME TO TALK TO HER BUT I AM COOL. SHE ALSO IS BACK WITH HER ABUSIVE EX GO FIGURE , MAKES ME WONDER IF SHE EVER LEFT HINM OR IF HE IS ABUSIVE. THE MORAL OF THIS STORY IS NICE GUYS FINISH LAST AND I ONLY BEEN IN LOVE TWICE WITH BAD RESULTS, SO I AM LEARY NOW. OH YEAH THE WOMAN I WAS TALKIN BOUT IS ONLY 19 TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE I WAS PLAYED BY A 19 YEAR OLD. I AM A LOSER I GUESS, SO FK LUV AT THE MOMENT
