Life is meant to be lived one day at a time. Lately I have been trying to be more, live faster, love harder than I should be. I have taken for granted my own heart and soul for the sake of love or what I think love is supposed to be. I have met some wonderful people in the time i have been back in town and i have felt like I have scared just as many away at the same time. Something I have just recently realized thru my own stubborn loneliness is that I have been wanting to make others happy even at the cost of my own. But the truth be told and I have enlightened bt some very wonderful and caring people is that I have to make myself happy first then I can make someone else happy. it will take time and patience, which by the way I have a hard time with, I will be happy and eventually make that special someone happy!
More to come...
