heya folks~!
so lately i have been acting a bit strange....and if u were wondering why ill fill ya in...
i have always had a low self esteem....and believe me i mean ALWAYS had one.. i have been known to frequently cut myself down....
well maybe it is my large lack of sleep lately....but i have actually been happier....more confident....nothing really has changed...except that i have made a few more friends...but i mean no major changes...
maybe i am glad that i wasnt injured badly in the car accident i was in....i dunno but lately i have had this refreshed look on life...and i am proud to say... I ACTUALLY LOVE ME....I LOVE BEING ALIVE....and i really am happy....i do still cut myself down a bit....but i also am having a higher self esteem and confidence...its almost as if i have just found myself and i finally know who i am....and i dont care if you all think i am a stuck up ugly bitch.... i know i am beautiful and i can be a brat but i love who i am...
so yea again i am happy
