Ive been doing a lot of reflecting on my past and who i was and who i am now. I didnt like a lot of the things i found at first but the deeper i went the more i found that im not as bad as i thought i was. I finally found myself again. Ive been pretty down and out the past couple years but i can finally be who i want to be. I feel a lot better about myself than i used to. Im finally the person who my family and friends will be able to be proud of. I have finally grown up and taken the time to face myself and the things that i feared about myself. All i want is to be a better person and friend to all of the people who helped me and saved me from all of the stupid things i used to do. No matter where i go or what happens i want them all to know that they will always be in my heart and in my mind as my heros.
