Bella Mahiwaga asawa's blog: "feelings"

A FRIEND IS IS SOMEONE WHO WILL PLAY, AND WILL ALWAYS STAY. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO'LL GIVE A SHOULDER TO CRY, AND DOESN'T CARE IF ITS DRY. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO CAN CONFIDE, AND ALWAYS GIVE YOU A RIDE. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHOM YOU TRUST, EVEN THRU SMOLDERING DUST. A FRIEND WILL BE THERE FOREVER, AND WILL NEVER SAY NEVER. A FRIEND WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, WITH EVVERY NEW DAY'S START. THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO MY TRUE BEST FRIEND.... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.......

EMPTINESS IS ALL I FEEL, SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T FEEL REAL. ONLY THE PAIN MAKES SENSE, THE LOSS OF THE INNOCENCE. THE HURT THAT I FEEL INSIDE, MAKES MY HEART AND MIND DIVIDE. SOMETIMES ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY, NEVER TO FEEL THE TIR. THE LOSS OF A CHILD NO ONE SHOULD FEEL, TH HEARTACHE IS SO UNREAL. IN MY HEART IT WILL ALWAYS, ALSO IN MY MEMORY. THE LOVE WILL ALWAYS IN MY HEART, EVEN AFTER EVRY NEW START. THE CHILD THAT WILL NEVER BE I WILL NEVER FORGET, YOU MOTHER I WILL NEVER GET TO BE IS MY ONLY REGRET.

MY THOUGHTS ARE CLEAR SO YOU'LL SEE, MY MIND OPEN AND FREE. THOUGH WE'VE MADE A FRESH START, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. MEMORIES I WILL NEVER FORGET, THERES ONLY ONE THING I REGRET. IF I EVER MADE YOU SAD, CRAZY OR EVEN MAD, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY LIFE, THROUGH THE TERMOIL OR THE STRIFE, NOW THAT WE ARE APART, LETS GIVE IT A BRAND NEW START. YOU AND I WERE ALWAYS FRIENDS, I REALLY DONT WANT THAT TO END. YOUR FRIENDSHIP GAVE ME HOPE, AND IT ALWAYS HELPED ME COPE. I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS REMEMBER, FROM NOW TIL SEPTEMBER. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, A VERY IMPORTANT PART OF ME.

IT WAS OPEN BUT NOW ITS NOT, I SEEMS LIKE YOU FORGOT. I LET YOU IN FOR US TO START, AND ALL YOU DID IS BREAK MY HEART. YOU AND I WERE SO NEAR, BUT SOME THING GAVE YOU FEAR. I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE, THAT YOU CAUSE ME THIS MUCH MIERY. I WAS THERE FROM DUSK TIL DAWN, AND THEN YOU WERE GONE. NOT ALL THE TIMES WERE TOUGH, BUT SORRY WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH. THE WALLS CAME DOWN ON COMMAND, JUST TO FIND OUT WHERE STAND. WE WERE CLOSE FROM THE START, SO WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART.

TRUE LOVE IS WHEN YOU ARE NEAR, SHOWING US NO FEAR. TRUE LOVE IS BEING THERE, TO SHOW THAT YOU CARE. TRUE LOVE IS A FEELING FROM THE HEART SOMETHING THAT GIVES YOU A MORNING START. TRUE LOVE IS BEING THERE WHEN YOU'RE BLUE, SOMEONE THAT WILL ALWAYS STAY TRU. TRUE LOVE IS NOT KNOWING WHY, YOU ONLY KJNOW IT MAKES YOU CRY. TRUE LOVE IS THAT WARM FUZZY FEELING, THAT TAKES YOUR ENTIRE BEING. TRUE LOVE HAS NO END, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE AROUND THE BEND. TRUE LOVE HAS NO PRICE, TRUE LOVE IS WILLING TO SACRIFICE. TRUE LOVE IS NIGHT AND DAY, NO MATTER IF YOU GO OR STAY. TRUE LOVE IS NEVER SAYING YOUR SORRY, BUT YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE TO WORRY. TRUE LOVE IS A PIECE OF HEAVEN, ALWAYS THERE 24/7.