as i cut deeper watch my blood flow like a river
watch it grow larger as it runs down every where
watch it
until i run dry
let it fill up your dream full of me
let me rest in you mind forever
all i ever wanted to do was show you unconditional love but its a crime now
i just wanted to hold you close
but that is a crime
you say you care but you hide be hind lies
you said you wanted to see me and be more then my freind
but you slept with some one else
why do i have to hurt like this because of wanting to love you
is this gods way of forsakeing me
why tho
all i ever wanted was to be a good prson
to love someone like you
but that just goes to show life is a tease
just like you
its a false dream of hope and lies
dead ends to
and thanks to you
i see the truth behind ever closed door
thanks to you i suffer more
thanks to i bleed
thanks to you im cold to every one everything
and most of all thanks cause i am cold now to
but now i bleed for you
for now for always forever
