angel65's blog: "Feelings"

I sit and ponder all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own? A love I can trust, A love that's a must? A love without the pain, Such a love--Will I gain? Will he hurt me too, Just like the others do? Will he cheat and lie, Or will he hold me high? Will he appreciate what I do, Or will he laugh and say we're through? Will I ever find Mr. Right, Or will all love be a fight? Will he always make me cry, Or will he care and ask why? Will he want me, as I want him, Or will love, he just pretend? I sit and ponder all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own?

Another day passing by, another day without you; wondering if all tomorrow's are going to be the same. Seems like only yesterday, the wonderful day we first met, seeing your beautiful smile, knowing, you were the one for me. Why did our magic fade away? Where did our love go astray? I know it's too late now, but, I would really like to know. You've met someone new, someone who'll never let you go leaving me here all alone with a heart full of pain.

It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you. Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control Believing I'd never fall. All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold, a heart hardened by the past, protected by shields so vast. Slowly I was falling without even knowing. Only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate. I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny so I wake up to reality. I lied when I said I didn't love you, that my feelings for you are through. I lied not because I wanted to but because I love you and I still do. I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to let go. I can't hold on much longer 'coz for us there's no forever.