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Life goes on
I sit here in my room thinking what have I acomplished in my 51 years of living. I have been married only once and have two beautiful daughters. I am divorced now and I am not dating anyone and don't think I will,I have met three men on here that brought me such joy in my life one man I met here made me so happy I must talk about him for a minute he has the kindest heart we use to be together but not anymore. I wish this man the best and will never forget him. The second man is my fu hubby I am very fond of Franz and wish him the best too. The thrid man has been a dear friend for a while his name is Dale and he has been there whenever I need someone to talk to, Guess it's true when you are told bad news from your doctor it does make you think what more can I do before ones life is gone my girls know of my illness and even though it's not progressed as fast as it did for my Mom and Dad. I have been having a few chest pain and having trouble catching my breath at times,I've been tired alot but as they say life goes on.I have met alot of friends on fubar and adore them all having congestive heart failure is bad but as long as I watch what I do maybe it won't progress any futher I want all my friends to know that I love you all and wish everyone joy and happiness everyday. I am not dead yet and hopefully by the grace of God it will be a long time before my time comes and Saint Michael calls my name into Heaven
By: Sandra
A time comes in your life when you finally get it.... when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out..........Enough.
Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on.
Then like a child quitening after a temper- tantrum you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world with new eyes.
This is your Awakening
you realize it's time to stop hoping and wishing for someone to change and for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the horizon you realize that in the real world their aren't always fairy tale ending and that any guaranty of a happily ever after must begin with you ..... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are ...... and that's ok they are entitle to there own views and opinion,
you learn the importance of loving and companionship in yourself and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self- approval.
You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you, or didn't do for you and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that everything isn't always about you.So you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance you stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their short-comings and human frailties ....... and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness. You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view, you learn you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for.
You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the darkness and value your true self, You've out grown these childish thing or should have never bought into them to begin with, Your learn
Sandra
