I feel shitty today, Im depressed and dont have any motivation at all! I have been sitting at home for days not doing anything but staring at a computer. I dont have many friends anymore because I cut myself off from people that just used me and got me into trouble. So the friends that I still have are too busy with their lives to talk to me or even just see how Im doing. I havent worked in 3 months... I have always worked! I cant stand it. I moved to a shitty town where no one can find work. Im just tired of not having a life. Im tired of feeling like a bum, tired of not having any motivation, tired of stupid people, Im just tired of me and my life right now. I get like this every so often and I hate it, its really hard to get myself going again. I just feel like sleeping. I want to do something with my life but it seems like whenever I try to do that something gets in the way and stops me.... whatever fuck it!
