Why is it that sometimes I feel like I did the wrong thing? That I shouldn't be where I am today, but I am here becuz of my decisions I have made. So many thoughts are running through my mind right now. There is just too much going on and changing in my life and it is all making me confused and wondering if I did the right thing. I have feelings that are still there for people who I shouldn't feel anything for anymore. And these two people have done horrible things to me but I love them, and I do not know for what reason. These feelings just overpower my others and it is ALL I think about. I feel terrible that I'm still feeling these emotions, but then that is where my confusion comes in...am I with the right person? what if I'm not? I hate writing in these stupid blogs about what is going on in my head. I prefer to talk to my friends, but the only one I want to talk to is never around anymore and I miss her. I need her to talk to. She understands more then anyone.
