Rice Goddess UNDER CONSTRUCTION's blog: "Feeling and thought"

Friend, With the ups and downs, With happiness and sadness, With laughters and tears, Memories... Now it seems we in the intersection, Heading different direction, How that happen? Sad to let you go, But everything always come to an end, Farewell friend, Maybe someday...

Well I usually leave this on but cant anymore but if u leave message I still get back to you when I'm back on...

Working schedule changes starting July 2nd I'll be working 3.45 pm - 12.15. SOOOOOO.... which means I only be around in the morning and after midnight on the weekdays. On weekend whenever I dont have anything better to do. So catch me at that time or leave a message!

Just because my tears have stopped falling That doesnt mean my sadness is healing I'm merely feeling the presence of The cowardly side of myself That's settled into my heart But I want to keep believing In the beginning of my little dream Little by little, my heart Is beginning to walk forward Dragging even the pain along with it Even if I lose sight of tomorrow in confusion My thoughts and feelings Will still search for the future I'll tire myself out crying Shedding so many tears it will form a rainbow And at the end of that rainbow I'll be standing there born anew born~Miwako Okuda

Dont bother saying it if you cant keep it... What annoying how people throwing words only to forget about it and make people ponder in the dark...

Due unfortunate circumstances I wont be around / ol a lot... I only going to check message here n there. So, if you want to talk drop me message I'll get back when I can... (I'll leave this board on all time).

I'll be goin on the road trip from Saturday - Monday visting my sis n lodemai :). So c u all when I come back... If you wonder where am I!!! I think I'm goin 2 log off since I'm going that long... I usually never log off. Hope you all have a nice weekend!

They think I'm : funny, cool, sarcastic, nice, loyal, sassy, different... Honestly I dont know why they think I'm cool LOL. I'm just being me... Funny if I'm in the good mood, sarcastic n sassy well my mom did said that's me (geezzz I cant believe u call me sassy like my mom!!). Nice and loyal? Absolutely to my dearest friends to certain extend... to other really I could care less, I can be nice I cant be not nice it all depend on certain circumstances. Very interesting what they think about me...

Oooowww how true that is!

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you always wanted to see When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay I'm just Lying to bend the truth I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be, so I'm Lying my way from you No, no turning back now I wanna be pushed aside so let me go No, no turning back now Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone No turning back now Anywhere on my own cuz I can see No no turning back now The very worst part of you is me I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk for who I ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fittin' in And now you think this person really is me and I'm Trying to bend the truth Cuz the more I push the more I'm pulling away cuz I'm Lying my way from you