lately i have been really depressed, but finally i feel better. i believe i get depressed when i dont talk to someone . when i dont see him i get sad i cant go 10 minutes without thinking about him, he is the most sweetest man i have ever meet. when i see him my life lights up, i am the happiest person when i am with him. he makes me smile and laugh he has never mad me sad or mad that he could help anyways. this man means the world to me and i dont know what i would do with out him. if i ever lost him i am scared my life will fall apart. baby i love you with all of my heart and i am so scared to tell you..... hopefully one day soon you will realize how good we would be together........i would be the best women you could've ever dreamed of. i would treat you like the king you derseved to be treat like. i love you forever and always!!!
